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[15 Apr 2006|09:29pm] |
so, i'm in tampa. call me or something if you want to hang out. i'm putting up pictures tomorrow.
( tease me tease me )
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[31 Mar 2006|02:22pm] |
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so, everyone should definatly go to gaither tonight to see "Little Women" more or less staring the great and magical fina and margie. i'm sure they did great opening night, so go tonight, support drama. and happy late birthday to jenny <3
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| yay fer 2006 from NC yall |
[01 Jan 2006|08:40am] |
New Years Eve, 2005. Got completely wasted with the family. Officially had a shelf fall on me and committed incest on several occasions with 3 different family members.
New Years Day, 2006: Woke up on a pool table.
wearing only lingerie.
yeah, i should probably stop drinking.
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[03 Sep 2005|03:11pm] |
so thursday i got arrested.
i was supposed to go home with margaret, tyler was going to give me a ride, teresa thinks he's creepy so she gave me a knife to "defend" myself. we were just joking, really. we didn't think anyone would hurt me, we didn't think anyone would find out about the knife.
then jess slung my purse around in the hallway, knife fell out, an AP saw and we were taken to a confrence room, interogated, and placed under arrest. me and teresa, that is. then there was paper work, we got driven to the "juvenile assesment center" in the cop car, where they seized our stuff, took our belts, jewelry and shoelaces. got frisked. then we took our mug shots, got fingerprinted, and i sat in a room full of juvenile convicts [around 20 kids, all black except me and teresa and one other kid] and we weren't allowed to talk or we'd be placed in solitary confinement for eight hours, even if our parents came to get us out. we sat in this room for five hours straight. we had no idea if anyone was coming to get us, especially since my legal gardians are currently in different states. the school hadn't even contacted teresa's mom, aparently. no one gave anyone any information on us. it's a wonder we got out.
yeah, worse day of my life.
so basically, i'm suspended from school for 10 days, i don't know if i can go to ATOSS and i might be expelled from gaither. me and teresa both. and if we do 60-90 days of a program the includes community service and crap, we get the felony [yes, felony] charges dropped. i'm staying at nk's until sunday or monday, i think, so no internet access. if you need me, call me.
love, julie
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[10 Mar 2005|05:44pm] |
mrs. brown's going to kill me. :D
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[01 Mar 2005|11:08pm] |
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i'm working on making this friends only. i just can't seem to get past 40 entries to be friends only...
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| this is my record that i indeed, existed. |
[22 Oct 2004|06:39pm] |
ok, so the play was alot of fun. i'm really going to miss it. we did pretty good the first night, but we completely butchered my scene last night. oh well, we lived. at least no one tripped over the bench last night.
mom's at steve's tonight, so i can't go to the game.
tomorrow i'm going to see the grudge with teresa and jen. hopefully. then spend the night at teresa's.
new background. new icon. :}D
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| please excuse our dirty minds |
[16 Oct 2004|10:20pm] |
freezerfrogs: jess
baytime88: having
freezerfrogs: sex
baytime88: with
fluorecsenteyes: orgasmic
baytime88: sheep
freezerfrogs: devin
fluorecsenteyes: fucked
baytime88: me
freezerfrogs: earlier
baytime88: it
freezerfrogs: was
fluorecsenteyes: nice
baytime88: he
fluorecsenteyes: used
baytime88: the
freezerfrogs: a
baytime88: purple
fluorecsenteyes: lube
baytime88: that
freezerfrogs: tasted
baytime88: like
fluorecsenteyes: gum drops
baytime88: then
freezerfrogs: i
baytime88: went
fluorecsenteyes: to
baytime88: the
fluorecsenteyes: beach
baytime88: where
fluorecsenteyes: i
baytime88: got
fluorecsenteyes: killed
baytime88: by
fluorecsenteyes: sheep
freezerfrogs: and
fluorecsenteyes: ducks
baytime88: who
fluorecsenteyes: sucked
freezerfrogs: dwarfs
baytime88: candy
fluorecsenteyes: dicks
baytime88: made
freezerfrogs: of
baytime88: candy
fluorecsenteyes: like
freezerfrogs: danny's
baytime88: goo
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[14 Oct 2004|03:57pm] |
[What does your name mean?] youthful. i think.
[Birthday?] 3/8/89
[Zodiac Sign?] pisces
[What are your plans for tonight?] sleep
[What time is it?] 3:58 pm
Have you ever...
[Taken a picture of yourself with a milk mustache and sent it to the milk people?] no.
[Said "I love you" and not meant it?] yeah.
[Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish/etc?] no! that's horrible!
[Been to New York?] no
[Been to Florida?] nope. never.
[California?] i wish...
[Hawaii?] no
[Mexico?] yes
[Philippines?] no
[Had a dream about something really crazy?] every night
[Stalked someone?] many.
[Had a mud bath?] i had a mud mask once. and i still have my eyebrows!
[Wished you were the opposite gender?] um...no...
[Had an imaginary friend?] yes. i had alot when i was little. i was a lonely child.
Pick one
[Apples or Bananas?] Apples
[Red or Blue?] blue
[Wal-Mart or Target?] target.
[Spring or fall?] autumn... CUZ EVERYTHING DIES! [not really, but yes, fall.]
[Do you have a boy/girlfriend?] nope
[Santa or Rudolph?] the deer thing
Which of your friends...
[Has the most distinct laugh?] jess. she hunches over and throws her head back like she's going to sneeze, but instead just kind of makes this creepy gasping noise and sometimes she puts her head on the table and claps.
[Will grow up and be a model?] jess. she goes to barbie zone.
[Is going to have the most kids?] probably teresa. she and nick will have baby canadians/albinos
[Have you known the longest?] jess
[Knows you the best?] jess and maybe jen
[Is the loudest?] jess
[Is the quietest?] jenny the hermit
[Do you miss the most?] i miss my friends in montana alot.
Just Wondering...
[What are you going to do after you finish this survey?] bitch at my mom for not making tea
[What was the last meal you ate?] i had pasta yesterday.
[Are you bored?] not really.
[How many of your buddies are online?] 18, not including myself.
Which was the...
[Last movie you saw?] requiem for a dream
[Last noise you heard?] bitchwhore talking to me
[Last time you were out of state:] weekend before school started.
[MY OBSESSION:] naruto.
[MY MOST ATTRACTIVE FEATURE:] freezerfrogs: jess, what's my most attractive feature?
fluorecsenteyes: herm.
fluorecsenteyes: i like your eyes alot.
fluorecsenteyes: they are really pretty
my gray eyes...
[MY FAVORITE THING TO DO:] music, write, read, computer, anime, movies, friends
[I'M WEARING:] black shirt. black pants with stars on them.
[I'M EATING:] i'm drinking tea
[LISTENING TO:] fan, tv in the other room
[I'M FEELING:] my head kinda hurts.
[I'M THINKING:] about tomorrow
[I SEE:] my messy room.
I think of ___ when I hear...
[Kill?] ...mrs olmstead.
[Red?] flowers... like the ones i got jenny.
[Dance?] hampsters
[Fire?] burn
Faves:
[food?] Mexican and italian
[drink?] Tea [sweet]
[color?] light blue
[album?] 2. fever to tell-le yeah yeah yeah's and highly evolved-le vines
[shoes?] my vans are nice and comfy
[site?] Livejournal and narutofan.
[song?] um... i'm not sure. i've been listening to 'mad world' from the donnie darko sountrack alot lately. and the secret machines "nowhere again". but i have alot of favoutires.
[vegetable?] lettuce
[fruit?] limes
[berry?] raspberries
Last Person you...
[touched today?] my mom came into my room, stroked my head and left. just like that. i guess that counts.
[talked to?] i talked to jess online
[hugged] michael
[instant messaged?] jess
[kissed today?] joel on the cheek.
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| convos with jen. |
[12 Oct 2004|05:57pm] |
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no, i don't expect you to read all this. this was just a great convo we had, and i feel i must save it so i can remember it always.
boxbum=jen
ff=me
2 things you would have to know to GET THIS: 1, naruto is our favourite anime. i was loaned some naruto dvds by a friend, i finished them and gave them to jen 2 weeks ago, she has yet to watch them. stupid bitch. 2, jen is getting surgery because her eggcells are crazy, and one of them got into her body and became a cyst [cleverly named 'eggbert'] so any reference to her being crippled or her overies comes directly from that.
any other comment i see fit, shall be herebyandsoforth written in green
boxcarbum91: did you ever finish the last naruto dvd?
freezerfrogs: no.
freezerfrogs: have you even started watching them?
freezerfrogs: HM MISSY?1
boxcarbum91: nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnih!
freezerfrogs: that's right
freezerfrogs: don't tell my to watch the last disc until YOU finisht he first 5!
boxcarbum91: i'm a cripple, REMEMBER?!
boxcarbum91: bah!
freezerfrogs: well you haven't been a cripple for two weeks now!
boxcarbum91: i will be tomorrow
freezerfrogs: so
freezerfrogs: that doesn't excuse you for the last two weeks
freezerfrogs: i had half of them watched in two weeks
boxcarbum91: yes it might
boxcarbum91: :-(
freezerfrogs: no jen
freezerfrogs: no it doesn't.
freezerfrogs: WATCH THEM OR I WILL TAKE THEM BACK.
boxcarbum91: psh... fine then...
boxcarbum91: ::makes mental note to lock all doors::
freezerfrogs: ::knows her mom will let me in::
boxcarbum91: ::kills mom and replaces her with an obediant robot-mom that will not let julie in::
freezerfrogs: ::god's favourite little catholic [<- referencing jen's mom] comes back in the form of an angel and rips the tongue piercing out that robomom let jen get. then takes the naruto and gives it back to it's rightfull owner as punishment::
boxcarbum91: ::jen calls the anti-christ who understands the swollen-tongue dialect and sends evil healing medacine through her voice and so jen can now shoot flaming balls of saliva at julie and retrieve the dvds safely::
freezerfrogs: ::...julie didn't do anything. it was all god's fault. and leave teresa out of this!::
boxcarbum91: :-P\
freezerfrogs: ::julie doesn't believe in the anti-christ, so she is unaffected by the 'firespit' and breaks into jen's house via window, and gets dvd's back, then burns them to ashes::
boxcarbum91: ::jens faithful dog bites julie's leg off before she can get away and then jen burns her with a cigarette burn (she lit the ciggie with her tongue fireballs) and then jen reminds julie that even if she refuses to believe in something doesn't mean that it doesn't exisit. then jen flicks her ciggie and then rides off into the sunset on chilli with the naruto dvds::
boxcarbum91: (brb)
freezerfrogs: jen, your dog fucking loves me.
freezerfrogs: she wouldn't bite me if i lit you on fire
boxcarbum91: yes she would
boxcarbum91: she bit my dad when he was trying to wake me up once. shes very protective of me ^.^
boxcarbum91: la?
freezerfrogs: ::julie tells jen's dad she was smoking and that jen stole something from her [dvds]. jen's dad and julie catch up to jen riding off into the sunset. three days have passed since jen and chilli rode off, jen has now realized that she's an idiot for riding off into the sunset, as she now only has her dog for warmth and a ciggie butt for food. julie and jen's dad find jen and her dog huddled in an alley behind some trash cans, then jen's father sees the cig butt, and takes off his belt ["ew, dad! put it back on! you're pants are going to fall off!"] then smacks jen until she is bleeding and beaten and is an inch from dying. then julie comes, takes the dvds, and gives jen a good hard kick in the overies, then all of jen's demented little egg cells go throughout jen's body, seeing she is in a weakened state, then turn into eggbert jrs. julie decides to be a good friend and put jen out of her misery by allowing chilli to eat her. except chilli died because her master died, so i just kick jen a few more times until jen dies. the end- i win.::
boxcarbum91: ::jen doesn't mind being dead but she really liked her dog so she decides that julie must suffer her wrath. jen jumps on a demon trampoline in hell and get propelled into chillis body where she then attacks julie, steals back the dvds, smoke some, pee on julies foot, and then watch the dvds and then destroys them as a last act of sadisticism and then drags julie along with her to hell where we have tea and pie::
boxcarbum91: y'know.. this is a very good example of plot manipulation
freezerfrogs: i know!
freezerfrogs: ::julie decides that hell's tea isn't very good ["i KNEW hell was ruled by those green tea hippies!"] so she finds satan [who looks strikingly like brad pitt] and has her WAY WITH HIM. now that julie is on the devil's good side, he lets her borrow the magic time machine, so julie goes back in time and kills the chilli/jen reincarnation before it can bite her. then julie burns the dvds and eats the ashes::
boxcarbum91: ::jen doesn't care because in hell she can watch all the episodes of naruto in english or japanese, even the episodes that haven't been released yet while julie remains on earth begging wess and devin to accept her cheap free head for naruto::
freezerfrogs: ...i do NOT give cheap free head!
freezerfrogs: it's bad free head!
boxcarbum91: w.e
freezerfrogs: ::julie has a chat with satan and reminds him that in hell, people should be tortured, not rewarded with naruto, so satan erases jen's memory of the naruto episodes, then gives him crappy anime.... POKEMON... to watch for the rest of time!!!::
boxcarbum91: ::jen pokes satan in the ribs and accuses him of being manipulated by a pitiful human. he then feels ashamed and enraged and erupts a volcano over julie's head. she now floats in space because satan destroyed heaven and all good people are crystalized in space::
freezerfrogs: ::julie is nearly run over by the BeBop, but is quickly welcomed aboard by spike, jet, and faye. upon telling them her tragic story, they say they personally know naruto and his friends, and promise to take julie there if she will spend one night with spike [for non-cowboy bebop fans, spike is very attractive].... julie *reluctantly* agrees, but being the good friend she is, she wants to know if she can bring jen, because she knows how much jen would like to come. they agree, but only if jen spends a night with jet [jet is not very attractive]. julie says that jen will. then julie realizes that when jen poked satan in the ribs and suggested stupid things, satan left only the GOOD people floating around in space. julie then realizes that jen brought her own downfal upon herself, and no longer exists. so julie and the crew all share a good laugh, then fly off to the parallel naruto universe::
boxcarbum91: thats lovely
freezerfrogs: i so win
boxcarbum91: i'd love to continue debating with you but i haven't gotten enough sleep, as you could tell by my eyes today. this conversation is not nearly over yet. i never lose an extended debate. you won the preliminary, but i will crush you!!!!!
boxcarbum91: right after my nap
boxcarbum91: g'nite
freezerfrogs: night
boxcarbum91 is away at 5:57:16 PM.
when it comes to arguing with jess or jen,
i always win.
jenny, i love you. good luck with surgery tomorrow, i'll be at the hospital after school.
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| Lyrics to the song on my background |
[10 Oct 2004|04:40pm] |
everything is gone now
broken promises
empty words and phrases
and forgotten memories
my innocent words
met your cold stare
and crystalized on my lips
fell to the ground and shattered
before you could even hear them
and there are dried roses on the floor
midsummer night's moonlight
beckones me though the blinds
in my empty room of white washed stone
and jaded glass
and hope
if there's a tomorrow
i wonder if it'll be worth living
and there are still dried roses on the floor
what ever happened to style
posing for the camera with a wink
mom's not home on friday nights
who wants to buy my love?
barren as destiny
but truth isn't simple anymore
bad things happen to good people
but everything's right in my white room
and there are still dusty roses on the floor
midsummer night's moonlight
beckones me though the blinds
in my empty room of white washed stone
and jaded glass
and hope
if there's a tomorrow
i wonder if it'll be worth living
and there are still dusty roses on the floor
ashes to ashes
dusk to dusk
white lace and candle wax
i hope tomorrow never comes
ashes to ashes
dusk to dusk
white lace and candle wax
i'll make sure tomorrow never comes
and there are still dead roses on the floor
they're just dead roses, laying on the floor
if you hadn't named me fate, i might have stuck around
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[09 Oct 2004|04:44pm] |
Went to the homecoming game. don't care about football, but it was a chance to hang out with my friends, and i had alot of fun. there were orgrys under the stands on mattresses with unknown liquids on them. by the end of the night i was soaked in 7 differnt liquids, including soda, saliva, urin [don't ask] and gatorade. but it was a great night. we won for once, and sophomores even won the spirit stick.
so today jen and i went to barnes and nobles. at first it was all about mangas and coffee and trying to decide if "Juvenile Orion" was worth reading, but after i got all my books i sat down and we were waiting for jen's mom to come get us. jen saw that i was bored, and in a completely joking way, she got up and grabbed a national geographics book of photography and placed it in my lap. i laughed because i had told her that one day i might write for them so that i could see the world, but i don't think i have the grades or talent to do it. but then i started looking through the book, and the photos were.... amazing. i mean, to you it may look like a family that can't afford transportaion and wears funny clothes, but to me it was a breath taking look into the lives of a different culture. the other day i was thinking about all the different kids that go to our school, all the different steretypical people, all the clicks or whatever, and i tried to imagine their lives. i came to the conclusion that we are all not that different. i mean, a few stand out in the crowd, and there are certainly different extremities to the situation. for example, the goat twins typical friday night is getting home from school, feeding their goats and other farm animals on their tiny property, listening to their horrible mother bitch about everything and then go into their dirty house, eat dinner and get ready to go to the football game, come home and watch "Reba" on the WB. then there's analisa, the girl who sits behind me in driver's ed. it's friday after school. maybe she's go to the mall with her freinds or to some party, driving around using her cell phone and spending money. then it's game time, put on your cheerleading outfit and go ra-ra your ass off for a team that loses most of the time, trying to give the school-spiritless kids a good show. our lives may seem so different, but looking through that book, seeing the old man with red and blue tribal paint on his face, smoking a filterless ciggarette made of tobacco and newspaper, i thought about how his life must be. working all day in a feild to earn enough food to keep him alive. then the next page was a young russian girl, probably my age. our lives must be so different... i can't even imagine how she lives, but i'm sure as hell she doesn't come home from school everyday, get online and read or watch tv. and there were pictures from the 1950's with girld who were surfing and swimming and it really just makes you think about how things used to be. there was an amish boy working out in the feild of grain, taking a break and eatinf honey on toasted bread. there was a family that was living in a forest. their home consisted of a fire and some sticks with leaves over them, curved into a hut smaller than my closet.
makes you think about how lucky you are... and how everything in my life i thought was important is so trivial. i'm just a speck on earth, an entire cosmos or diversity. would i be happy if i had the lives of any of those people? are they happy, or do they just not know what happiness is? i mean, what is there to be happy about when you live under leaves? the pile of magas beside me, my bruises left from last night's game, the pizza my mom just ordered for me because she's staying at steve's again tonight..... not of them really matter. not in the big scheme of things. and i'm really glad that there are other countries like this. not the whole poverty thing, but that's there is still so much culture in the world, it's not all dulled out and rubbed away by big cars and business suits like it is in america. makes me want to write for national geographics even more.
needless to say, i really did enjoy the photos in the national geographics book. it really gave me just a glimsp of other people's lives. the pictures were so beautiful... made me appreciate what i have more. there is beauty all around us, even when it's hard to find, muddled with all the filth. my vision may not be 20/20, hell i can't even read this print if i'm more than 7 feet away from it, but i can see beauty in the world.
my head hurts. i'm not sure if it's because i have too many thought blazing through my mind at one time, or if it's because i have been sitting under bright fluorescent for the last 4 hours. either way, bless you if you've managed to read all this, and bless you even more if you understood it.
i've got to go now. pizza will be here in a few minutes and mom says i ahve to fold clothes.
bye
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| great things that have happened today: |
[08 Oct 2004|03:45pm] |
no hermy today, so biology rocked. jess is a dog and elizabeth looks funny in a cowboy hat.
no whore teacher today. another free period, plus andrew taught me to light my hand on fire.
during class, the kid that sits in front of me stood up and got pantsed by andrew. it would have been quite funny if he hadn't pulled down his boxers too... i seemed to be one of the only people that got the full frontal effect. i need therapy now.
darla- "you know meals on wheels? they should have something like that for kids who walk home."
me- "uuhh... darla... they do. they're called buses."
my mom has court duty next tuesday. in north caronlina.
wtf?
GO GAITHER COWBOYS!!! RAID THE YELLOW JACKETS!!!
fuck yes i have school spirit.
sorta.
we'll probably lose.
go cowboys anyway.
RIP tara. you were so much better than that kennedy bitch.
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[06 Oct 2004|08:42pm] |
i have a thingy to make icons now! thanks to devin.
i made a johnny the homicidal mainiac icon.
because he is so freakin cool.
even if he is a little bit insane.
....aren't we all?
[excpet me. i'm not crazy at all. i am the only sane one left.]
the art in the layout is not mine, but i don't know who drew it, so if you happen to stumble across my journal and this is your art: leave your name next time so i can credit you, and stop making it so damn hard for me to steal your art.
have fun trying to read my font on this layout bitches.
beaucoup d'amour aux personnes folles
i love you all, i really do.
no, wait, not all of you.
i love some of you, i really do.
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[01 Oct 2004|08:07pm] |
helllloooo
krisha just called me. i miss my friends from montana. it's funny how i haven't really tried to keep in touch with them [i have alot going on, and there's not a whole lot to talk about with them] but they still call me now and then. i really do miss them. montana was the highlight of my summer. it may sound boring in a town that's only half a mile long, but it was so much fun.
we talked about good memories. memories i was too drunk too remember. memories of me taking pictures of Red when he.... wasn't wearing a whole lot.
damn i miss them.
so, mom's spending the night at steve's tonight. hmm... wonder what they're doing? but it's all good because i've got the house to myself all night plus tomorrow till noon. and i've got chinese food.
i don't really like steve. i mean, i don't really like any guy who's boneing my mother, but he reminds me of my ex-stepfather, and i hated that jackass. and he's quiet around me. i don't think i'd have any problem with him if he'd wait until i moved out to move in, so he is never actually involved with my life. of course my mom talks about him ALL the time now, the way you would talk to your friends, divulging details i, as her daughter, could live without hearing. so he's pretty much already involved with my life, i guess. i mean, i like the fact that he gets my mom out of the house and away from me, but i don't want him living with me. or coming over here and talking to me.
i wish i had pop rocks.
so next week in driver's ed we're driving out on dale mabry. this should be interesting.
my fortune cookie says "Your love life will be happy and harmonious."
ha. i'm seriously doubting the chinese's sanity. or intelligence, one or the other...
i wonder what happens when an incredibly ugly person buys chinese food. do the waiters get them a fortune cookie out of the "your work will prosper" barrel and steer clear of the love barrel? and what happens when the poor man with no life gets a "your love life will be happy" fortune. does he get his hopes up, because he is a sad man with no life? does the fortune convince him to go buy a playboy?
i have too much time to think.
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[30 Sep 2004|09:39pm] |
when i said i would go to the ends of the world for you
i want you to know....
i never lied. ♥
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[29 Sep 2004|07:51pm] |
i knew this would happen
when i picked my poison
but i won't turn away
time to face the music
and every fiber of my being
is telling me to leave you
turn around and leave you but i just can't leave you alone
and i'm trying to pretend it's ok to be me
and i know it's not
nothing's ever ok
when you're rotting inside
but you put on your mask anyway
we are the great pretenders
i knew this would happen
but i chose my consequence
standing in the darkness
a single beam of moonlight tried to rescue me
but it only burned my skin
and every fiber of my being is telling me to hate you
but i just can't hate you
so i'll brush it off instead
and i'm trying to pretend it's ok to be me
and i know it's not
nothing's ever ok
when you're dying inside
but you put on your mask anyway
we are the great pretenders
i knew this would happen
when i painted my fantasy
i showed you my words
and made eveything right
but you destroyed it's beauty
and every fiber of my being is telling me
to wrap my hands around your neck
just a little bit tighter
it's amazing how much difference
a few centimeters can make
when you're gasping for breath
and i'm trying to pretend i never met you
and i never did a thing wrong
and everything is ok
and everything is ok
when you're empty inside
i'm perfect in everyway
when i'm a great pretender
"Great Pretenders"-Jamie Luna Sphinn
we all screwed up
and paid the price
but Cherry-Pop was never wrong
she told us once
and she told us twice
Cherry Pop was never wrong
and we just keep playing the game
pinning dove wings to the wall
carbonated dreams and a sweet reflection
Cherry-Pop tapes dove wings to us all
too many mistakes
to fix things now
but Cherry-Pop was never wrong
she said point the gun
and pull the trigger
everything's ok, because Cherry-Pop is never wrong
and we just keep playing the game
pinning dove wings to the wall
carbonated dreams and a sweet reflection
Cherry-Pop tapes dove wings to us all
so say hi to Cherry-Pop for me
when she's gushing out of your head
nobody can hurt the angels
with dove wings taped to their backs
Cherry-Pop saved us all
"Cherry-Pop" -Jamie Luna Sphinn
guys, that last one is open to interpretation, in case you're an idiot.
is Cherry-Pop blood?
is it the voice in your head?
...or a harmless fizzy beverage?
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| "i wanna see the world" |
[27 Sep 2004|06:27pm] |
ok, i reached 100 comments. plus a few more. it's time for an update.
i can't wait until i'm 18. when i can go out on my own... and stopped being seen as an extension of my mother. seriously, she fills out an application and it says "kids?" and it's like i'm an appendage or something. i want to be recognized as an individual in society. it took me forever to figure out what i want to do for a career, but i think i want to write for national geographics. i mean, not the most exciting magazine in the world, but it will pay for me to travel the world, and that's what i want to do. you know what i really want to do for a living? kill stupid people. all i wanted to do today was go get Donnie Darko because it's a kickass movie, but i spent 5 hours out of the house today, and i still don't have it. see, my mom took me through about a hundred different furniture stores because my mom is an idiot, but i delt with the boredom so i could get my movie. so then i go to walmart [saw bryan.. bryan=girly love] and they didn't have it. i mean, they used to, and they have all of these other crap movies, but they don't have donnie darko now. wtf. so i decided to drag my mom over to target, and look there. half an hour later i was ready to kill someone because they also DID NOT HAVE IT. i was browsing through the videos and it amazed me how many absolute crap movies they had. i mean, they had crossroads, which came from the valley of the horrific and was verging on the the universe of disturbing, but they did not have donnie darko.
what kind of idiot chooses crossroads over donnie darko?! the idiot kind, that's who. like, when some guy says "ok, we only have enough room in stock for one more movie. crossroads or donnie darko?" and the moron chooses crossroads.
that's the kind of people i want to kill for a living. the world needs less stupid people.
so, i was highly disappointed that i couldn't have donnie darko, not to mention Buffy season 6 was just DANGLING in front of me at ever store i went to, but i couldn't buy it because my mom knows it's $50, and if i just brought it home she'd be like "where did you get that?!?!" ["uhh... found it? hehe.."] so that was very unpleasant. and speaking of DANGLE, they had the first season of Reno 911! as well ::yay::. not that i could have that either, though. so finally i settled on getting Fight Club and Practical Magic. if you haven't seen fight club, you need to either rent it or borrow it from me [there's a list, so you'll have to wait] and it's not just good because brad pitt isn't wearing a shirt in alot of the scenes. it really is a good movie about getting back to the animalistic insticts within ourselves, and really leveling the value of humans so we are all equal. that's what i got out of it anyway. and i like practical magic when i was younger [about 10], so i wanted to know if i'd like it now.
stale beer and bad pick up lines
don't you know you're flirting with disaster?
good luck getting her home
she's said no and you haven't even asked her
opportunity is knocking
too bad you're deaf
life is running out
when you're gone, what's left?
born to feed
and grow
and reproduce
to carry on a species
that has no use
let's make the world
a better place
by killing your neighbor
detroy the human race
we're all just predators
we're all just predators
we're all just predators
we're all just predators now
power and money
and pride and greed
it's all that matters
it's all that we need
kill or be killed
eat or be eaten
do or die
a system that can't be beaten
make love not war
what are you fighting for?
born to feed
and grow
and reproduce
to carry on a species
that has no use
let's make the world
a better place
by killing your neighbor
detroy the human race
we're all just predators
we're all just predators
we're all just predators
we're all just predators now
leaving a legacy
of carrying on idiocy
advanced technology
and a rigged democracy
do yourself a favor
and indulge in the arts
before the predators come
and take them away
born to feed
and grow
and reproduce
to carry on a species
that has no use
let's make the world
a better place
by killing your neighbor
detroy the human race
we're all just predators
we're all just predators
we're all just predators
we're all just predators now
-Jamie Luna Sphinn "Predators"
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[21 Sep 2004|08:39pm] |
bah. i've gone on one of my insane buffy raves and just want to sit at home and watch buffy forver. it's better than interacting with people.
yeah, i'm feeling very antisocial right now. i don't want to have anything to do with anybody. i don't know whats wrong with me tonight. first i bitched out jess for no reason, then i said some stupid shit that i thought might be a good idea at the time, and now i realize i was just being a dumbass and a jerk.
alot of people have been getting on my nerves lately, and i don't know why. it's almost like i'm looking for reasons to hate people.
so i was going to vent some anger and pent up buffy-love by making a buffy themed layout, but i couldn't find a pic i was happy with. then i remembered i made nk a vamp willow themed one, and i was going to use it when she was done, and she was going to use the claudia from interview with the vampire layout. so i decided to use this one for now. i love this movie. one of my favourites. not as much as i love buffy, but it's vampire related. you can't really tell, but in the background under claudia it says "don't think of it as death, think of it as eternal life through death." i know that's not a quote from interview, it's either from buffy or arcana or both, either way it fit the theme.
as you can see, i've become a wee bit crazy about layouts. i love making them. [i blame whitney for making me my first.] i have all these awesome ideas, and no where to use them, otherwise i'd have a new layout everyday. so i'm thinking of either joining a layout community or making one, or maybe just a seperate lj that i can put override codes in for people to take.
why do teachers assign so much homework? i have alot to do tonight. but it's 9:00, i haven't even started, and i have to take a shower too, so we'll see how much gets done.
my ambitions and motivations died when i entered highschool.
i'm close to failing alot of classes. oh, but i got to drive today in dr's ed. i got yelled at twice... once was "YOU'RE IN THE WRONG LANE!! OH LOOK, YOU JUST GOT UP ON THE SIDEWALK AND RAN OVER AN IMAGINARY PERSON'S FOOT!!!" the other was because i ran a stop sign. well, the stop sign represented by a flag sticking out of a cone. and then the coach wouldn't let me park.. everyone else got to park... he just stopped my car and said "Stop. right there. no no, you're not parking no. get out of the car."
i'm a good driver.
"breathing in lighting
tonight's for fighting..."
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